NYE awaits

Another night of disappointment.

Spent half an hour teasing and licking, had a few moans, body lying montionless apart from the odd twitch when I touched a different part of her body with my lightess of fingertip touches.

I eventually decided to climb up on top only to be out done with a flop of my own and that's with my cock ring on. Am having to revert more and more on the ring otherwise I have no chance of standing for any length of time recently.

My thought is that I am just turning off mentally, finding it very hard to battle against the demons but may have to resort to a blue pill.

Using lube has helped in the past to get the ball rolling, nothing's worse than a dry cunt. Tried numerous lotions and the usual suspects, KY is okay although very expensive and has an aftertaste, Durex only fairs a little better, taste better (minty one) but still doesn't last and tends to turn rather sticky, Lubrifist is better again as a water based lube, again, doesn't last as long as one would hope. The best by far, unexpectally is good old lard, usually 40p, it has the longevity, very slippy, if not sloppy, love it. The only drawback is the mess it can leave on the sheets. The wife hasn't yet complained obviously the benefits far out way the higher washing temp required.

I will go into the benefits of lard for my own anal exploits later on.

Well, we're off to a party later and neither of us is driving so if we're still capable later I will let you know how we saw in the new year. The wife is currently getting her nails done locally and I've just started watching the rugby, Chiefs v Quins.

Happy New Year.

Where should I start?

Wednesday night I spent twenty minutes caressing, stroking and feeling my wife's pussy and clit, she didn't move or twitch an inch. Is she dead?